Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Give Up That Funk.

What if.

The "What Ifs" of life will always come to plague you at least once. Was just wondering what would have happened if I didn't make certain choices or stuck with certain situations. One in particular and the Facebook news stream just jogged my memory.

Hmm.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Can't Touch This.

Random title but I was just listening to Artie go on. Heh.

Got an unexpected call from someone today and it made my day.

Can't wait for Wednesday!! (:

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Safety Dance.

Been trying to do what Kevin did in Glee. It's quite difficult to follow without someone teaching you the steps. But I think I almost got the first part. (almost)

I'm such a Gleek.

The Climb.

Felt like an upslope when I first started. Don't know what to do, unsure of the system, unsure of what I can/cannot do. But it feels better now. Somehow, you are just more confident after performing certain tasks and getting affirmed. It's a good feeling when you pick up something that changes the patient's fate (whether good or bad).

Recently did that and now my patient has a poor prognosis. I feel sorry for him.

Now I am simply awaiting the coming of Wednesday 26 May 2010 6-9pm. Then cometh the HTC Desire.

Of course, your return is important as well.

Monday, May 10, 2010

My Love.

I'm addicted to your love. Seriously. I've never been so dependent on a feeling and a person before. It's weird. Just wanna let you know that.

I always tell you not to anticipate and worry about something that hasn't come but I'm guilty of doing that so often. I can't cope very well in new situations. I need familiarity and I find comfort in friends. I can do things alone. But not new things alone.

Some how, this feeling inside is still eating me inside out and it really kills me to feel this way. Pre-book-in, pre-call feeling. It really is horrid. The anticipation and suspense really kills me. I don't do well alone. Maybe that's why I always feel homesick overseas.

I find comfort in songs. But you've replaced my songs. Only you can truly comfort me.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Your Love Is My Drug.

I need your love now. Shit.

Never knew what pre-call blues felt like until now. It's not the hardwork that I'm afraid of but the fact that I'm fresh out of medical school with no practical knowledge whatsoever. Damn. I hope I know what to tmr.