Jump.

Might as well jump. Might as well jump.

Since I have no chance of finishing studying EVER, I might as well... well, watch Glee.

Halo.

Someone randomly reading this blog has kinda sparked my interest in blogging once again. Ok. I'm actually falling back into my old ways of not studying and finding everything else interesting.

Studying was horrid today. Low mood, low motivation, feelings of desperation and frustration together with horror and stupidity. Sound familiar? After that, attempting the MCQ and realizing that you know shit. Shit shit shit.

Pardon my medical-jargon. (I say medical jargon because shit means shit when a doctor says shit to another doctor)

Toxic.

I'm being intoxicated. Slowly but surely dying the worst of deaths. The death by MBBS.

Things I'm thinking of right now: Asthma Control Test, GINA guidelines

Get Right.

I really dislike Chinese New Year. Period. I hate it. From relative visiting to the useless mundane questions that they ask you to make "conversation". Fake smiles, fake conversations.

No Air.

I'm kinda lost right now. I need to make a list. Don't know what I don't know, which is the worst thing.

And you not being here makes it all worse.

Defying Gravity

Lately, I've been getting the sense that M (shan't mention who or this person's relationship with me) has been giving me the cold shoulder. Don't know why M's doing this suddenly. I tried to put up with it and overcompensated by being friendlier but evidently, M's attitude is not going to change.

Well, I've decided that I don't care anymore. I kinda know why and it's something that we both can't agree on or compromise on. So, fuck it.